haha..woW~me reli super long x update dy,sry ya guys..ehe..welL,nw busy wif my trial which i reli super x like,ahaha..actualy mainly cz i din reli prepare myself for tis exam..din study n hardworking for tis trial..noti me shud gt punish n learn a lesson,aha..cz i thk tis time,my result wil b reli..aha..bad=P bt i aso tried my best..study as much as i could..reli wanna thx colonel o~cz supported encourage pei me pass thru tis few weeks..ur msg ur cal..reli s worthless..x price cn buy dem..cz dey r reli precious for me..i wil kp my promise de o..wil tk gd k of myself..x mk u wori *winks* i stil left bio chemistry n chinese papers..adui~til nw stil havent study..x dare thk wat wil hapen later d nxt few days..jiu reli trust god cz i knw he wil stengthens my heart..he wil tk k of me..

reli wanna appreciate n thx freak kor kor..my one n only bestest kaikor in my life..fel he reli s a gift from dady in heaven for me..reli jiu like my real bro for me o..freak kor..reli THX THX super lotsSss o..appreciate n thx u fr deep down of my heart..he supports encourage n cares for me lotss..everytime whenever i met sum diff situations o circumstances..i cn gt super lot advices n wil fel lot comfortable n peace n hapi after chat wif him..smtg hapen b4 my trial exam starts..which..hmm..cn say..smtg dat mk me fel so pain so hurt so down so sad..dat i never felt b4..jz all of a sudden tis thg happen..jiu jz *poof* lidat hapen..til i duno wat shud i do hw shud i face it n oters..sud all blur..cry d whole day..cant even study..even my mum aso realise about it..cz she cum in to my room while i chating phone wif freak kor crying..n i lie to her,i tld her cz exam pressure cai cry de..n ask freak kor to pray for me..my mum knws freak kor..hmm..d pain s hard to describe..no words cn describe i thk..try hard to stop cryin..kp on force myself study..force myself to hapi n smile..bt..tis makes me cry even more worse at d end til i cant stand it n burst out..aha..especially when i receive freak kor's cal..reli 100%burst out my tears my sadness my hurt my pain..seriously,hahaha..i jz cry out personally 1 to 1 infront of erm..3person b4..vry ngam s,al 3 aso reli vry important person in my life=) 1 of dem s freak kor..which s on dat day lo,haha..jiu reli cry vry geng dat type..til i cn jz kp on cry while he jz quiet himself at d oter end..wait me cool down bit cai start to talk,haha..aiyo paiseh~ehe..reli reli felt lot beter..smile laugh n stop cryin while talkin phone v him..he reli gv me lot support n encouragement..gv me lot comfort to my heart dat s so pain so hurt..at d end of our conversation..he prayed for me=) felt reli lot lot beter..i reli cn fel dady in heaven touches my heart..comforting my heart..loving my heart..take k of my heart which s broken hurt n pain..reli cn fel d love fel from god..i knw he love me..jz like i love him..i believ he wil tk gd care of me.."for i knw d plans i have 4u"declares d lord,"plans to prosper u not to harm u,plans to giv u hope n a future" (jer29:11) i wont let anyone or anythg to pull me down,cz tis s d day dat the lord has made n i wil rejoice in it =)

dady in heaven reli hears my prayers..he reli guide help protect me super lot especialy during my trials..i prayed everytime before i open my exam papers..n most importantly..d thg dat happen has been solve n settle wif laughter wif smile wif hug..n most importantly..wif love..my heart which s hurt n ful of pain..has cure..althou..not 100% bt i believ thru times..it wil 100% recover=) wil recover wif promise+care+hug+kis+shek n..LOVE..i stil hold on smtg in my hand firmly n tightly..never wana let go from my heart soul n mind..cz mayb i reli jolin tooo much..reli care tooo much..reli so so important for me..mayb cz like tis..i reli easily gt hurt..reli..so easy..hope my tears wont fal from my eyes cz sad..bt cz hapi,ehe..reli scare dy lo..seriosuly..reli scare dy,ehe..my heart..mayb reli too soft..til..i cant stand anymore if it s thrown once again from sky to ground..i send my heart to hospital lot times dy..bt tis time s most serious,ehe..bt *tada* me dy recover o..hehe..even more hapi more appreciate more mature den b4..ful of happiness love now..reli hapi n appreciate..bt aiyo,exam stil x yet over..haha..so wan faster shoOoo it away..so hope nw dy december,muahaha..den cn yiPpiee..hv fun=P me like smal kid..jz knw play only,hahaha..

oOops..nw dy 1 in d morning,i stil x yet sleep..plan go study while,ehe..bt den..scare i wil fal sleep accidentaly on bed,hahaha..me s super pigy type,ehe..i reli sleep very less during tis exam..one day mayb jz sleep 2-3hrs only,aha..sumore s continuos days tim..ehe..bt x wori..after exam..i wil sleep as much as possible,haha..

okie la...write til here 1st..dady in heaven..I LOVE U so so much..*jolin 2C 4eva* ~huGgiezZzzz~