hoOraY~ehe..finaly..i had finished my bio n chemistry trial papers,lalala..soOo hapi le..althou,haha..i knw my result wil reli bad,cz x well prepared..nw jz left chinese paper nxt wed o!go go go charis=) gues wat,my mood was so hapi so good when i sit for the last paper of bio..bt sud,adui..mr looi (my physic teacher) came in to d hall n mk an announcement..he tld us dat government s goin to gv us a diagnostic test on bio physic chemistry..there wil b 3papers of 3 different chapters..YOR..so taoyan le..ppl soOo soOOo hapi cz trials finally reachin d end dy,sud gt test sumore pula..bt lolx..me n my frens reli soOo noti,cz we dy sat lot diagnostic test b4 since lz time cz we are d 1st batch usin eng in +math,physic bio n chemistry..dats y v r like white mice4governement,aha..those test r like analyse smtg lidat..wont b recored in our report card..so..erm..we decided..not to sit for those useless test,muahaha..cz we aso x goin to sch unless we have papers to sit for trials..if not we wil not go to sch..bt mr looi tld us mz go to sch everyday startin fr tomolo cz whenever gt bio chemistry o physic periods,our respective teachers wil gv us d test,aha..noti us decide to ponteng,x goin to sit for those test..bluek=P if reli nd sit aso jz simply do ba,hahaha..hmm..i reli fel fedup of books nw..reli surrender of exams..hmm..fel exhausted fel tired fel my body battery s super low nw..nd a recharge..n i must b fully prepared n recharge b4 november which my spm s goin to start..aih aih..x wn thk 1st..i reli must hardworking work hard for my cumin spm dy..reli must do so..sumore i promise to myself n dady,ehe=)

spm real timetable has cum out..i hv exam til 4/12 lo..a war s waitin for me,haha..seriously,hm..i reli wanna do well tis time in my spm..reli wn do well..i heard my parents conversation durin dinner..i knw dey have lot thgs to worried n thk about for their business..hmm,vry complicated..n im indeed shock to knw such thgs..duno y,after hearin their conversation..in my heart..i reli determines to study hard..reli study hard score well..i dun wanna b a big load for my parents,dun wan dem to wori abt me,dey hv too much thgs to wori..hope i cn score wel n even gt a scholarship..n my studies wouldnt cz dem loadsss of money..i knw dad s gonna build a warehouse which would cz millions..n surely dad s gonna tk loan fr bank..n hmmm..if im goin to aus 4my furthur studies,surely cost super lots..but my mum tld me not to wori about money..just concentrate on my studies..hmm..i knw n im reli thankful dat god has put me in this reli good special family..im born to knw JESUS..tis s d most valuable thgs in my life..n my family cn say..quite good condition family compare to oters..i reli grateful n thankful..dats y i kp on tel myself to learn to appreciate mr d thgs around me..im reli a blessed gal..dats y i reli dun wanna mk my parents disappointed..reli a strong determination deep down my heart telling me must reli work hard..study hard..i reli feel wanna hug my dad n mum..duno y..bt i didnt do so cz,ehe..i never do so b4,hahaha..jz reli reli feel sry towards mum cz i'd argued n hv cold war v her for almost a month..actualy without realising..my parents position in my heart s reli so high so important..even my bro..which hahaha..i oways argue wif..aso reli so so important for me..dat s y its cal family rite?ehe..when i heard my bro have sum lungs prob n fal sick..which may lead to a serious sick..n my parents wouldnt wanna gv me any futher information cz dun wan me to wori while im sitting for my trials..i reli broke to tears..heart break into pieces..reli so so wori of my bro..my one n only beloved bro..althou we are not close good bro n sis..we dun even talk our personal thgs which i hope so since small..cz of our age gap(5years) can say..we never talk to each other like chatting wif frens..cn say..never..haha..seriously i've been dreamin of bein super close v my bro..jz like erm..isaac n aletheia..dey cn chat thru phone for super long time like couples,hahaha..cn talk chat like frens..bt..hmm..me n my bro are like..there s a huge wall between us..hard to crawl over..bt yet we knw we love each other..we care for each other..we appreciate each other=) i knw tis since he went to aus,ehe..cz..i started to mis him,muahaha..bt when he cum bck,hope he faster go bck aus,hahahahaha..noti me=P in conclusion,i reli dun wanna mk my family members sad o disappointed o wori..my parents put big n great hope on me..furthermore,hahaha..i aso set a high goal for myself..adui..which at d end,gv me myself super lots pressure..my mum din gv me any pressure since erm..standard 4,ehe..cz she knw she x nd to wori abt my studies..i wil study by myself..so hmm..i aso fel dat..all d pressure i get during exams..s me gv to myself de,aha..bt i learn to control learn to handle d pressure tis 2years=) chg mindset chg thking chg d level of pressure,ehe..bt haha,x mater hw,pressure stil ll hv..mum say im sum1 who chasing after perfection..frens aso say so..sumtimes i aso fel so=P means like watever i do..aso mz atleast try my very best to do it d best...ehe..n mz aso neat tidy clean blax2,lolx..aihzz..x mater wat..charis ng..gox3..gambate~jiayou~ n most importantly..SMILE=)

oh ya..hehe..my cousin bro(tecki) n aunty uncle fr germany s cumin bck o!hehe..im quite excited bt bit scare to meet my cousin bro..cz erm thk around 4years din meet him le,haha..normaly aso contact n chat n meet wif cy (tecki's sis..my cousin sis) im more close wif her compare to him,ehe..bt among other cousin,im quite close wif him dats y d responsibility of accompanyin him go here play go there blax2 comes to me..althou..my mum aso wil b there aunty al aso la..bt mum jz nw tld me,he s goin to stay at my hse nxt tues!he comin to msia 1st by himself..after few days,aunty uncle only come cz he wanna play longer at msia,haha..he long time din cum bck dy,surely mis all d foods here,lolx..me tis cousin bro superb like foods..hahaha..n mum ask me to bring him go club swimming..go here go there..ask me plan programmes..i was like "har..aiyo"lolx..i duno wan plan wat le..nvm la,mum wil help plan,lolx..i jz accompany cn dy,hahaha..mayb nxt fri wil go cameron highland wif cousin bro n parents..mum wanna bring him go c c look look n for holz too..cz he x go b4..mum ask me to go together too althou at 1st i rejected..bt c hw 1st la,cz al aso x yet confirm!u knw la,cameron highland..erm..quite boring place..gt its fun bt i've went there lot times dy le,hahaha..wandering hw does he looks like nw?stil dat big size o even more big size?hahahahaha...noti noti me=P i cal him "fei gai" (fat chicken) hahaha..i n his sis cal him lidat since smal,hehe..he seriously s a super duper PEMALU..easy paiseh le..dats y til nw he stil cant get gf althou he s erm..22years old!lolx..mum ask me to introduce sum gal frens to him..i aso laughing there..saying"hw cn wor.."lolx..cum on,ppl dy 22years old le..sumore introduce my gal frens to him meh??he sure wil blush into red apples,hahaha..sumore adui..language prob n oter stuffs..i tld mum.."you're kdg izit..x nd gua,lolx" mum aso laugh=P

dad s flyin to indonesia tomolo early in d morning o..go for shell meeting..gonna mis him*huGgiezZzz* dady..love ya=) hmM,gues wat im thkin nw??thkin hw to mk sum1 hapi..x felin so stress..tryin to tam encourage pei..bt i duno hw le..i knw d feelin of stress..as im super duper best fren wif noti mr stress,lolx..bt i duno hw mk d person fel beter..fel x so stress..x mater hw surely wil hv stress jz depends lil stress o super lot stress..hmm..stil thkin..thkin fr jz nw til nw le,hahaha..aiyo..duno wat cn i do tim..jz jiu cn pei chat lo..hope..later thru chating..d person wil fel beter..wif my laughter n joy n smile n erm..cheerful voice..hahahaha=P dats wat i cn do nw..*stil thkin,ehe*

oOopsss..i reli write vry long hor??aiyo..reli like old grandma talking grandpa stories,haha..laughin at mysel pula,blek,ehe..okie la,write til here 1st..tata bloggie..wil cum find u sooner o later,ehehe..muackssss..