awW..ehehe~reli sooO sry..dy more den half a yr i din update my blogggiee dy..aww..bloggie x angry k?hehe=P *huGgsSss*

*tada*im 17 dy tis yr..aww..soOo fast o~jz like a glimpse den *tada* im 17 dy..wow~aha..super lot thgs hapen in tis few months..super duper lot,ehehe..got hapi sad gd bad blax2..gt chance i tel bloggie u k?ehe..

nw i almost gotta go pomx2 find donald toy play dyy..cz i've jz promise my cousin bro edmund to play d piano4him later durin youth cell..im feeling super hapi gd mood nw,ehe..cz its HOLIDAY time~hahaha..noti me jz wn holiday bt lazy n x wn study=P seriously xbody likes exams wn rite?aha..im d 1st to say YES..hahaha..n another thg mkes me so hapi cz of donald lo..ehe..y leh?? *ssSsshh..secret~* hahahaha..cant tel anybody..s 2C secret,ehe=P fel so relax nw..cz holz n 2day whole day x hv tuition cz my tui teacher married today!!aha..congratz cute funny nice teacher=) hope u n ur wife hapi xinfu2gether 4eva o~

k la,wn go pomx2 dy..bubBbye bloggie..tk k ya~ huGssss..

*tada*elo..me nw kinda mix feeling bit bit o~ got hapi bt aso got bit bit sad lo! let me say abt sad 1st la,ehe..hmM,after friday when i post my previous post..i cool down dy..n sat me n mum was bit bit quite okie bck..n v got talk bck bit more during nite..bt..hm..today again here she goes..bt jz while cuz i din say anythg bt jz keep quiet watch my tv..today was talking abt sum1's relationship n i fel x reli gud lor,cuz of smthg..den mum sud jiu use another way round n cum "say" me..haiz..i hear den knw wat is her meaning again..the way she say like totally x believe me lidat..hmm..me jz keep quiet dat time..bt after dat i went in room,fel so so sad..my heart fel pain..xintong..y my mum wil lidat de..y cant she believe me..hmm..bt after awhile me okie bck bit dy..cuz i knw x mater wat i do,she aso wont belive..so jz let time pass n prove n show her dat me reli x couple lor..dat's the only thg i cn do rite nw..

okie la..stop all d sad sad story..nw *tada*ehehe..me tomolo goin phuket,thailand holidays for 3days 2nites o!wif my parents n my germany aunty,uncle n one leng pretty cousin togeter..aww~me dy loOng time x holiday rest while dy..since sch reopen den bz bz bz bz like a bumble bee,ehe..finaly cn go holiday rest while o..bt scare when bck jiu,ehe..shoO~x thk abt dat 1st,aha..hope i cn have lots fun la..cn buy lots thg la..bt seems like i cant buy aso cuz my "dear" mum told me..tis time go play hv fun only..x buy thg..yor..see see..bad bad de she..oways x let me buy de wor,say i got lot dy wor..yer..nvm lor,wait when i jimat lot money..den i ownself wif frens go shopping n buy..blek..hahaha..=P tomolo 10smthg jiu nd go airport dy lo..around 1smthg wil reach there..den wednesday around evening lidat only wil bck..hope everthg wil b fine n smooth..hope me wil play til very fun n happPIe..ehe..aww~me gonna miss lotsSs ppl o..hope u guys wil take k ya~*huGgs*

oh yea,yesterday nite went sban for dinner lo..almost lots relatives togeter celebrate my grandpa(mum side) 77yrs old bday o!! wa..so so noisy,so re nao o! i hv super lots fun wif my bunch of lovely leng cousins..ehe..normaly only i n soofern to elder gal cousin..bt yesterday got few more there o~aww..all play til very very sot high n fun,ehe..v chat,joke,laugh lot..even eat time aso cn laugh there,hahaha..den after dat v play wif smthg..wat thg leh?? *tada* our camera..hahaha..fuh..my cousin dem super knw hw *pose* hahaha..all take til very leng except me lor..haiz..*oOps..daddy x kek o..hahaha..* v all play til very sot sot lo~ehe..d food there okok only..bt quite expensive lor..mum say nxt time x cum tis restaurant dy,aha..me agree wif her,hahaha..i mean lots of us agree too,ehehe=P *noti noti charis* ehe..

hmM..another 1more hr+ is my mum bday o..10/7/2006..me wish her hapi n blessed bday o mummy..may dear daddy in heaven bless guide protect care u 4eva~*huGGgiezZz* from ur daughter to uUuu...me luv u lotsSs althou nw v having sum tough times,arguement..bt i believe one day u wil knw ur daughter me..reli cares n mind about u..love u mummy..*muAckSss* hapPie blesSed burFday..=)

k la..me gtg lo~wan go check check stil got wat thg havent pack yet,ehe..tata lo bloggie..c u..miSs ya! take k all my dear frens..*huGsS* ~smiley~

aww~me reli soO long din update my bloggie dy..me stil tot wan tell gud nice fun stories bt who knw..jz nw only happen smthg which make me reli fel so so bad mood so kek..n i duno hw to cool down myself so thk of bloggie..so cum here n write all thg out..

haih..i reli rei fel soOO geram abt my mum..i duno y will lidat..wats wrong actualy..y mz keep on n on n on n on n on say about couple topic..keep on hua yi me..y cant she reli reli believe me whole heart???!!!!!!!my frens couple izzit dat means charis ng aso couple??!!!! yea,i never deny dat i got quite lot ppl kao-ing me..chasing me..DEN????!!! dat doesnt means i will accept anybody n couple wif dat person wat..y cant she believe her own daughter....ahHhHhh...fel so so so bad..so kek..everytime after chat everythg,thought all aedi settle within me n mum about all tis thg..bt again n again tis thg will jz *poof* between our conversation..and she oways say the way i talk make her kek..like all my wrong..bt how about the way she talk???!!!!i so so so hate ppl hua yi me..bt nw the most close person hua yi me...my MUM hua yi me...hmm...heard other ppl say i couple den dat means i REALI couple izzit? lidat i aedi couple wif lot guys la..i have so many guys frens means ALL aso my bf la??? i keep on sms o wat aso sms ONLY my bf la???y cant she believe me wor..me no couple..i REALI REALI NO COUPLE ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haih...fel so so dissapointed..so bad mood..so kek..fel so wan cry rite nw..ask me appreciate she give me de privacy..dun make her til one day reli go check everythg..check my hp..go sch check n bla bla bla...go la go check la..i never stop u from checking..yala lot lot ppl saying me couple bt i REALI no couple ma..nan dao i walk wif the guy jiu i couple wif dat guy izit??i close wif him means he is my bf izzit??d guy kao-ing me bt i close wif him means i couple izzit??those ppl kao-ing me aso my frens de ma..nan dao dey kao me i jiu mz cut off tis friendship izzit??  can u pls dun thk kor de case towards me can ma???!!!!!!!!all kao-ing me those guys..i cant make frens ma??u last time told kor can make frens 1st de..den??!!!! y cant i??y u say tis..bt do dat de...u say can make frens bt mz tell properly i wont couple..tell dem properly me nw wan study 1st...YES I GOT TELL..i tell very clearly aso..i aedi promise to myself n quietly promise to u dat i wont wont couple wif anyone b4 finish f5...wait til i reli mature dy..wait til atleast finish secondary sch..i see more only couple o wat..bt y cant u believe me...why wor.....y everytime d way u say about tis aso got a very sharp needle among ur words and poking towards me??? u poking to my lil heart u knw ma...i fel so so sad...i reli reli x couple a..wan me tell hw many many many times..I X COUPLE a..i reli x couple...i reli put study 1st for nw..y jiu cant believe me..* aww dear daddy in heaven,plz protect guide teach me wat shud i do..help me lord..n aso pls take k of my mum..reli pray for our mum n daughter relationship will be beter bt not worser..thx lord..amen..*

hmm..so wan find daddy n tell him n chat wif him nw..bt nw dady having class,me x wan dstrb him,dady got presentation nd do o!jiu gambate o daddy~ur lil daughter here support u oways..*huGgiezZ* take gud k of urself o!=) hmm,after write out here..nw me feeling aedi lot better..not so kek not so sad aedi..aih,reli hope nthg happen again..hmm..bt i thk tis thg will keep on n on surround me..til..hm..aso duno til when..haih..jiu jz suan liao ba..i reli x couple..i knw it..my dear daddy in heaven knw it..few frens of mine knw it..den can aedi..x wan say anythg liao..jz cn pray abt it lor..aww..fel so so wan *hughug* lil heart beside me nw..hmm..bt x wori o,*tada* hapi hapi me here again..ehe..x wan thk so much abt it..jz shoO it away fr my mind..

*yipPie* saw my online freak kor kor at msn..oways got anythg he aso wil *tada* poof infront me help me advice me..make me wil feel lot better..aww..ehe..bt duno where nicholas went leh??he went penang study dy,cant online dy..aww..so wan find him chat chat aso..cuz he aso oways there for me whenever i need sum1 last time..bt nvm la..i thk i will b fine..jz nd time cool down bit,ehe..k la..jiu write til here lor..wil update others later la..bubbyeEe bloggie..miSss ya~*hugGGiezZz* *hapi hapi o~*=)

aww~i hv 10more days to fight my "war" - exams..aha!fel kinda tired dy..duno le,fel my batery dy low low low type..i dun hv d feling n mood to continue my exams..fel reli stressed up!aih..nwadays i reli lack of zZ..scared 1 day i feli fall serious sick!trying best take k myself,bt..cant even get enuf zZ..aih,i aso duno hw my health wil b..jz try best find time zZ more,rest more..relax more..fel quite down,unhapi,sad nw..n aso mix feeling..aih,y got soOO many thgs fan de leh?? y cant v jz hapily live out lifes..bt out lifes is jz like a road..sumtimes very smooth..sumtimes got a small bump..sumtimes got a reali big bump..den got holes,not smooth,narrow..sumtimes wide..n blax2..bt x mater hw,i jz pray n hope i cn face ALL of dem wif a hapi mood n feeling n aso my *smiley* =) i knw dear dady in heaven wil reli protect,guide n k me..He had help me reli lots during my exams..reli thx lotsSss to my dady in heaven..thx freak kor for guiding me to prayers b4 start my 1st day exam..dady in heaven is reli amazing~love him reli lots lots..god is reli wonderful..he listens my prayers..he guide me when im studying n aso sitting 4 exams..i did not plan to study dat particular part in the book,bt after i pray..jz smthg got a feeling telling me to read n memorize dat particular part..n guess wat..it reli cumes out during exams..aww~~my faith towards God is geting greater..luvs him more n more..jz hope he cn change my down n mix feeling mood nw..me x wan feel tis kind of feeling..x wan tis kind of mood..fel soO stressed up n fan..duno wat shud i do..fel reli tired..i reli k n mind deep down in my heart..i hv real lots feelings deep down in my heart..i jz duno hw to express it out..duno when to tell out..nwadays reli fel stressed up by exams..n busyness..plan to find 1 time to tell n express out..bt..who knws..i havent find sumtime tell out,aedi smthg happen today...fel so tired abt those noti --------... oways n oways n oways wan to beat my +++++++..y cant jz let me win forever?? sumtimes let me win bt jz afew days..sumtimes let me lose..aih..duno wat shud i do nw..hmM..x wan fan..x wan thk nw..wan try concentrate on my exams 1st..

k la bloggie..gtg nw..wan go eat..n study again~fel soO tired of studying..aih..oh yea,got a gud n hapi news..aha,yesterday nite sudd got a msg fr my teacher..tellin me i pass my theory g8 exam o! *yiPpie..yaHoo* aha..i was reli soOo high n soOO hapi yesterday..i pass wif merits o~never thk i cn get tis high mark..tot jz cn get pass only..aww~reli soO hapi..continue my story at the next post la..ehe..k la..bubbyeEe..miSs u~

heYloo bloGgie..aww~soOO long x blog anythg dy..aih,sry guys..my kor kor comp again got prob,cant online..soOO sad le..n me nw geting more n more busy lor,x reli hv d time to online aso..me nwadays reli very very tired..like battery gonna finish lidat dy,lolx..charm is,me nxt week start exam aedi lor..sumore me exam 3 weeks..oh no..me de battery gonna finish liao,hw leh??aww~aih aih..ehe..bt jz hm..try my best ba!me nw trying x gv myself so much pressure..bt stil wil fel bit scared lor..even my best frens dem,all hebat hebat geng de..all aso got pressure..sum even til scare n head blur case..4get all those add maths basic formula tim~aww..althou v all stil got laugh,play bt cn see..the pressure n tension geting much more among us..v jz try to laugh play chit chat to release our tension..aih..hope tis may fast fast end..den *yippie* holiday,hahaha..charis ng miss holiday so so much o~ehehe..thk about holiday..den *tada* thk bck til last year de holiday lar..chinese new year de holiday la..n bla bla..aww~mis tim,ehehe.. me jz wake up not long from pigy club lor~tis week i reli reli exhausted,very tired..fel very tire+sleepy+x reli feeling well+stress n others..i miss my bed so badly...me reli like a busy bumble bee,ahaha..bt luckily today x activities..den yay~pigy club here i cum! lolx..hahaha..hv lots fun at pigy club..aww~nw start miss tim,hahaha..

bloggie,me got real lots stories wan tell since 31/12/2005 til NOW o~ wow..hahaha..so long dy..my stories is jz like a loooong loong story o..full of excitement,hapiness,sweet,joy n lots more..bt reli so sry bloggie..me cant write dem nw..cuz aha..mum start calling go eat dinner..n hv to do hwks n study later..so..hm..i thk probably wait til i finish exam o when got time,only cum tell stories o~mayb i wil use sum time during exam o wat cum write write de..release tension abit over here emer..haha..see hw 1st la..

k la gtg o bloggie..take k~tata..n to all my frens out there..aww~i reli MISS u guys loads n lotssSs o~ reli so sry..me jz sementara "dissapear" ehehe..wil b bck soon..ehe..jz hope my kor kor comp x rosak again la..wil find ppl cum repair gua..ehe..duno my mum o! k la..bubbyEeeeee...*huGgs huGgs* =)

aww~fel soO touch by dady n whole group of my gud gud buddies..=) ehe, jz like wat i write at my last post,i scare i reli wil fall sick cuz of my busyness n lack of rest..aha..last tuesday i really fall sick dy,sumore is quite serious type..bt is all cuz of food poison den slowly all sick cum atack me,ehe!my stomach&throat was feeling soO pain when i woke up on tuesday!i tot later wil okie bck,who knws..the pain doesnt even go away bt getin even worse!haha..after recess,i start to feel very cold..shivering in my class while my frens all of them r sweating!! lolx..my frens all look at me,n knw i reli serious dy..dey bought 4 me sO many water o~super jaga n take k me..they r reli soO caring..so gan cheong me o! fel soO touch by my frens..den later when i bck home..den *tada* fever cum find me dy,aha..so charm,whole body jz like lemah lembut,x strength dy..jz fel wan lie on my lovely bed only,fel super blur condition..luckily after i ate medicine dat mum gave it to me..my fever had gone..jz left dat super noti soar throat..who knws later at nite..noti flu&cough started to attack me..aww~see..so charm rite?fall sick den reli lots sick cum attack me..aih..til nw i stil havent recover lo..left bit bit flu&cough..bt reli funny o~it depends..sumtimes my cough&flu wil bcum very serious..bt den other time wil jz quite normal..x reli serious..and my voice,was super funny..haha..lots frens say my voice sound funny&cute..even small lil cute children aso say to me when i taught dem at sunday sch ( church ) lolx..oh yea,me reli wanna thx dady o~reli reli soO k n keep an eye on me! make nice&sweet honey la..honey+orange juice la..buy soOO many sweets for me..was reli shock when i took those thg fr him..tot jz honey..who knw sudd..so many other thg *poof* inside the plastic bag..haha..oh yaya..aso 1 box of chocolate dat i quite like to eat o~taste very nice de o~bt ehe..promise dy mz after recover only cn eat,ehe..so i cn jz *see* no touch..hahaha..reli thx dady o~u reli reli soO caring..sry for making u so wori n sad o!break my promise tim..ehe..bt i reli promise wil take gud k of myself o~reli try best de! hope u cn fangxin at least bit bit la,ehe..=) jz reli thx u o~been a reli caring,gud,nice de dady 2 me..*huGgs huGgs* charis reli appreciate lots o~  aww~reli wanna thx to all my frens who have been sooo caring towards me o!i wil rmb them in my heart o! reli fel soO xinfu to have ALL of you as my best best buddies..reli reli soOo touch o me!

hmM..me nw having monthly test lor! duno wat result i wil get again..aih..hmM,nvm la..x wan thk soo much 1st..jz do my best cn dy..as wat i did during theory exam!jz do only..x k so much dy..jz reli pray&hope i cn pass my theory exam..it was reli quite hard for some parts..aha..x wan thk dy..jz wait for the result la..hope i pass it..ehe..

oOPs..k la..me gtg..nd study for tomolo chemistry exam dy..gambate~charis..hehe..bubbyeE bloggie..miSs ya~ *sMiL3*